help me lord

Lord, my friend, I really need your help now. I misunderstood and seems like no one understand me, give more strength to face each day with a smile, give me good health to make my duties properly and help me to give love to every one and please feel that you are here by my side in times of trouble.

I felt so bad and I know this is the punishment that you will be given to me, Don't worry I will accept it with open arms so that in the judgement day you will accept and forgiven whatever I did in the past. I'm preparing myself in leaving that sooner or later will happen.. I know everyone left me but I will accept it and set them all free when the time comes..

I will never let anyone hurt me again the same hurt that I felt few months ago. I will never.