its been a long time MY FRIEND :)

I really miss you . I'm sorry if in so many times I almost forgot you. I forgot that I always have a friend ready to listen to my boring and annoying stories, always make me feel better even if it doesn't do anything and always understand me even if sometimes it is my fault.

Well, its been a while and there are a lot of things happened and I felt like I'm not the same RICA I've known before. Now I am more fierce and stronger but of course there are times that I felt like I'm alone. Thank you for always there for me. I'll promise I will make kwento to you some other time :P till next time. :)

help me lord

Lord, my friend, I really need your help now. I misunderstood and seems like no one understand me, give more strength to face each day with a smile, give me good health to make my duties properly and help me to give love to every one and please feel that you are here by my side in times of trouble.

I felt so bad and I know this is the punishment that you will be given to me, Don't worry I will accept it with open arms so that in the judgement day you will accept and forgiven whatever I did in the past. I'm preparing myself in leaving that sooner or later will happen.. I know everyone left me but I will accept it and set them all free when the time comes..

I will never let anyone hurt me again the same hurt that I felt few months ago. I will never.

LESSON 001

Mga aral sa buhay: totoo! tagalog ako ngayon bakit? para muka ako alien dito.

inspire ako ngayon narealized ko kasi bakit ba may mga taong mahihina kung pwede naman maging malakas, bakit mahirap magpatawad depende ba ito sa sakit na naramdaman o sa sakit ng katotohanan? marami tayong tanong pero bihira lang ang may sagot.. ang mundo ay isang mahiwagang lugar pag hindi mo ito tinuklas mananatili kang mangmang sa sarili mo lugar.

Sa mga nakaraan taon marami akong naranasan na marahil ang iba ay hindi gugustuhin mangyari ng normal na tao. pero adik man ako sa paningin nyo nagpapasalamat ako dahil nangyari yun kasi dahil dun naging matatag ako kasing tatag ng narra na hindi na mabubuwal kahit ondoy at tsunami pa ang dumating.

nakakapagod minsan pero madalas natatawa nalang ako. sunod sunod kasi pero naisip ko mahal ako ni God kasi napapansin niya ko positibo dapat :)

puno ng trahedya ang 2010 ko sobrang dami happenings full pack kumbaga. mula umpisa hanggang matapos may happenings pa din. masasabi ko ako na pinakamasayang taong kasi nalagpasan ko lahat yun.

100 facts about me that people don't even know

1. I love calling me Rics instead of calling me Rica.
2. I really love stripes.
3. I want to be a lawyer and whatever happens I will pursue it.
4. Icecream is my stress reliever
5. I love watching fireworks. It always gives me hope.
6. I have a psychic power. Gifted kaya ako :p
7. I hard to sleep
8. letter "R" is the hardest word to pronounce
9. I'm optimistic
10. I want to be alone.
11. every time I see the phrase "sign in" I sign in. hahaha! Actually I have tumblr, plixi, multiply, tagged,twitter, hahaha etc
12. I love my boyfriend :P
13. the more people hurt me, the more I feel numb to them
14. I cried once a week ( release all the pain that I felt on that week)
15. I love my dad most.
16. I become paranoid everytime I received a call
17. I love reading books.
18. I hate stupid!
19. I made my own holiday :)
20. I love hopia

that's for now. I felt sleepy. :p ciao

here I go again

my dear friend, I am bothered, bothered of such stupid things I know I can manage it but sometimes I have to release it. I need a job. job that can survive my family. YES! I'm now the head of the family (again??) anyway I have no choice at all. and guess what I'm typing continuously without even thinking of what am I supposed to say :P shockin' let go back. where am I? uha. I have no choice at all but to sacrifice even my studies.

honestly, I got jealous( I don't want to used the word "envy" because that's one of the seven deadly sins and I don't want to commit "capital sin") everytime I saw a picture of graduation. But I always said to myself that one day I will be like that. and I'm become better than what they expect but that is actually I said to myself. I never shared that thoughts to anyone. Only to you.:)

I always foresee myself walking down the aisle wearing my toga. And I guess that's the happiest moment of my life especially when I get my diploma. hay! someday It will be happen. It will..

that's for now my outspoken friend hahaha :p thanks for listening I felt good now. Let us call it a Day :)

I got hook :(

Oh my dear friend, I'm so affected and hooked on facebook.
what I'm gonna do :(

YES! I'm inlove

I feel great today, I don't why maybe someone hugs me and whisper "I LOVE YOU" I don't know the exact word but obsession is not the right term I think this is what they usually said LOVE. haha! it is not a first time that I've loved a person but this the first time that I've feel something usual towards to someone.

I come to many hardship and painful moments that only God knows and YES! it makes me more stronger as human being and I guess this is the reward that God gave me. Someone who always there to support me, feel me that I'm not alone and LOVE me! I'm happy everytime we're together we are not just a sweetheart but also a friend to can count on any time we both need help. Although there times that our relationship tested but hey! we're still together

Now, I would say that I love him more than before because I know he really loves me more than he loves him. I never weighed it I just felt. My goodness! now I prove corny ang love! swear. ;)