before I do have a crush.. I guess It was started when I was in 2nd yr highschool.. we started as a strangers until we became seatmates.. since then we became super close.. until we discovered that our house was almost a blocks away for each other.. we always make "ASARAN" I thought our day cannot be completed without that. =)
I dont know when it was started, I guess I just woke up realizing that Im starting falling in love with him.. but that time we were too young for that such feeling.. so I ignored it to think that it is just a "puppy love" churva! until we reached 4th yr the same that I felt.. that was the time I thought to my self that " omg! you're already falling in love with him.." waaaat! I dont know what to do! only just to remained it secretly.. And I dont wanna let anyone to know.. for some stupid reason! 1st- we are super friends.. ( sayang ang miles! hahaha!) 2nd that the he already had a girlfriend.. (basted ang lola nyo!)
And I dont know when we are started talking every night.. as in! sometimes I wait him on the loading station then vise versa! and make sabay pumasok! and I thought there is something is going on betwwen us.. but I always refused it.. maybe I dont want to expect anything from him..
college start.. I dont know how did I convinced him to studied @ FEU ( that time I already take an entrance exam there and decided to studied in that university) every vacant we ate together always " hintayan!" until I decided to revealed what I really felt to think that the feeling is mutual.. but beofre I did that he already told me that " nagkabalikan na kami ni ____ " wuaaaat!! is that for real?? or is that a joke?? im alrady too late! but at least my secret was still a secret! I thought that was the bleakest part of my life.. (hahaha!) i was really hurt! but reality check! life must goes on! I erased his no. and moving on! triyng to live wothout him! nakz! althought at first is hard..
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