past few days...

this past few days i become more busy and

i guess that was one of my stressful days of my life

first i had to packed and fixed my dad's thing bcoz of his trip going to dubai..

i dont know until when..

but there is one thing that i knew..

he left me a HUGE responsibilities..

and

i need to act like a professional eng'r

just for me to accomplish all the works!

i need to budget the money and make it enough even though not..

but still im so thankful

bcoz i know there's always someone helping and guiding us..

now i realized how hard to be a FATHER and a MOTHER at same time..

working hard was still not enough but you also have a long long patient in able to survived..

acting like a MOTHER to my brother, preparing foods, make sure that his things was already fixed, and also providing his needs,

that sometimes i never ate lunch, and breakfast just to fit our budget..

plus! plus! plus! the stupid girl still and keep iritating me..

i felt paranoid every time that she's around..

and that was the big stress of my life!

and funny thing!

and bcoz of that i already forgot my own birthday..

but thanks to me my friend who remind me that

" hey tomorrow is your birthday"...

hahaha!

until now i feel stress...

=p